Just stop it. The truth is you just make everything worse. What have you even done to try and cheer me up. Maybe you have in the past, bu now all you do is tell me what is right. Things are not as simple as black and white. Dont worry a about my joy, i have found it. His name is Jesus. Stop asking me to trust people, because trust is earned. Not summoned like a magic trick. This trust is lost Its like asking me to trust a total stranger.
On a lighter note, we did not have any lessons today :D with all the rehearsals and technical briefings. There was only 4 people left in the class, so went slightly high with Raina and Adele. Laughing at the most stupid things like muffins. When the xiao didi came back, we started bullying her. Which was highly entertaining. Finally when the rest came back, it was a madhouse. The whole bunch of them trying to learn the hiphop, which equates to free comedy. They are seriously the most hilarious people in my life. Starting to think 3s is one of the really good things that happened to me I have to wear a blazer throughout the whole of founders' day ):
Take my heart & make me new, Lord I am ready for you to come and fill my soul